"no worries..i'm fine..(^^)"
nowadays that phrase has become my favourite quote..
well it's not like there's anything wrong with that phrase..
to be honest, it's a good phrase, isn't it..??
=)
firstly, it make people who heard it less worry about you..
secondly, it somehow gave you a lil bit of strength to believe that u are indeed fine..
=)
but to be honest..
i'm not ok..
yes i might look fine..
and i might look like i don't really give a damn about anything..
but to be honest i'm quite fragile right now..
at one time yes true enough i really don't give a damn about it..
coz i really understand that everything that happens comes from Him..
and i know that He will give me the things that i needed though it might not be the one that i wanted..
but still..
i'm just a mere human being..
and i am really really really weak..
sometime i can't help but to feel so helpless..
right now i'm praying really really hard that i will become normal again..
and i really wanna say this to people around me..
"thank you for being considerate about me.."
=)
i think i need to make it clear that this post is not meant to somewhat like 'menyindir' anyone..
in fact memang amal betul nak cakap u guys banyak fikir pasal amal..
it's just me yang tak dapat nak simply let it go and move on..
but i'm trying, though..
=)
so please pray for me..
in real need of ur guys' prayers..
=)
p/s: how irony..my first post after being so quiet for so long should be of happy things.. *sigh*
O Allah please grant me Your strength..and let me smile back like i used to smile.. =)
